Personal post on my mood.
FemaleJewishBlogger on July 28th, 2009
my mother has cancer. I don’t trust anyone right now. Well, except for my little one-and-a-half year old girl who just walked up to me as i type this.
We didn’t expect it, and are not sure of the full story.
My sister decided to be nice and friendly and I can’t trust her either. And the money that was supposed to come last week came today, but it was less than half of the amount it was supposed to be. And now we have to deal with that; and my husband’s trying to be nice, but possibly irrationally am not trusting him either. I just told him so. But then I told him it was my mood.
I can’t understand why my sister so blah about my mother.
I don’t want to understand what’s happening to her. And then my sister has to call and say she’d like to get along better so that we don’t lose what we have by fighting about out. What is with her? She’s betrayed me before.
Okay, and that’s the end of my rant.
I am feeling unsure of things today. Easily swayed. Much could happen, and who would know the difference until later–when the true results come out.
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