FemaleJewishBlogger on January 31st, 2010
I feel taken advantage of. In general. In my life.
Everyone around me. I don’t have any money. I am in debt. My husband is injured and depressed. My children are okay, but not ding well at their school because they aren’t doing their homework because I am not giving the tiem and space to do it, and they are all in one stupid room. One room for four kids. I want to move—to w_______, or somewhere near there: s________?
Maybe.
I want—I pray that this baby be born healthy.
Love,
FJB
FemaleJewishBlogger on January 27th, 2010
Sometimes life goes well. Sometimes it goes crazy.
I am aware of so many close friends right now who are having serious trouble in their marriage, or divorce even.
And my husband and me? Somehow we are still together–not to tempt fate or anything.
And life is hard sometimes. What about you?
Are you noticing an upswing in separating couples?
FemaleJewishBlogger on September 5th, 2009
Well, after rereading my last post, it sounds as if G-d wants us to suffer when we “don’t obey.” That’s not what I meant at all. Just that, there are some things that we are meant to do, and the energy that is given to us to do them is given in a way that it is meant to be used for that specific plan. If I use it otherwise, the energy hurts me, instead of helping. Sort of like, a river is easy to swim in, when I am going with the flow—if I begin swimming upstream it becomes a struggle, of lesser or greater degree, depending on how strong the flow is downstream.
I still haven’t decided to what extent I think we are involved in deciding the direction of these plans.
But I am definitely sure, that to go against the flow, causes pain to me, and also many times to those close to me.
How to feel which way the flow is going from day to day?
